Hey Everyone, long time no see right?! I'm SO sorry I haven't been here but alot has been happening in my personal life and it's kind of depressing
Here's what going on: First off, my step grandmother died (and before you say "I'm Sorry for your loss" please don't, she was an HORRIBLE woman. And so was her side of the family. They treated my family like dirt. She liked me because I could bake, but if I didn't bring her anything than she would not talk to me the entire time I'm with her.), after she died we took my grandfather (my dad's dad) out of the retirement home he was in and now he's live with my Aunt and her husband. Now my grandpa's starting to develop Alzheimer's. And it's bad, and my aunt is at her wit's end trying to help but she's pretty much has had it. Plus she works and my uncle doesn't do anything, so they fight all the time. It's a mess! :bademoticon: My dad does what can but it's still bad. So that's bad, my dad's super stressed and we're working on getting my grandpa is a retirement home for people with he's condition.
Second, I got a job..... I'm a cashier again.
After I was fired from my last job, I started job hunting, but no matter I went I got turned down. Than my second loan came in. I have 3 all together: 2 from Sallie May and 1 from FedLoan, I started paying my FedLoan first because they screwed up when I have to pay (It's suppose to start 6 months after you graduate from college). I figured I can get it out of the way, and I had a job at the time so it worked out I was paying $125 a month. But when Sallie May came in, I was jobless and had to pay $525 a month now for both Sallie May and FedLoan.
SOOOOO I went back to my food store, and talked to my old manager about getting my old job back. He said I couldn't be a cashier, but there was a job he's been trying to fill for a while, the overnight doughnut fryer!! I was thrilled, a job and I would be doing something I went to college for!!
But than it want down hill when I met the girl who was training me. First night was good, I was show what I would have to do, and it was alot but I know I could handle it in time, plus I would have a month of train..... or so they told me. LIARS!!
Second night I was given all the easy stuff, like inventory, restocking shelf and items, and bakery everything off, but by the third night I didn't get to do any of the hard stuff like the codes for reduce bake items, how to read the orders for the next day, or more importantly how to set everything up the next night. And if I messed up on some thing one night, I wasn't allowed to do it the next night, plus if I asked a question the girl would look super pissed and she would take over. I lasted one week (because she told the manager I was doing a bad job), and was transferred over to cashier. So I'm a cashier again..... but hey it pays my loan, plus my parents help ALOT!!!!
So yeah, story of my life right now. I'm still trying to find a job in my field but I still do my baking on the side. But now, my parents are saying that I should try and start my own business. I have thought about but I know I couldn't handle it. My anxiety would go through the roof!
Any way, I have been watch TMNT and all the other stuff, plus ALOT of anime. Like One Piece, Dragon Ball Super, and my new FAVORITE Servamp!!!! I take some pictures of the latest trailer of TMNT, but have been having problems uploading the pictures from my IPad. But I'll still try!!
Hopefully I'll talk to you guys soon, hope the rest of you are having better luck than I am!!